So That's What You Think? GOD IS A KILLJOY?

(St. Teresa of Avila wrote the Interior Castle, referring to the interior life of man. The Beloved is at the heart of the Castle. Those souls who have moved into the Castle can hear His Voice. Those outside are deaf to the Beloved. It explains how two people can be arguing religion out of two totally different perceptions and states of being. The atheist, running away from the Castle, will never perceive what the Christian profoundly experiences -- unless he turns around.)

by Susan Fox

You have walled yourself inside glass

and you cannot hear Him.

You live outside the Castle

with brute beasts and tumultuous passion.

But I live within.

On the outside

you see a useless housewife,

with four degrees

waiting in pain to see a doctor.

You cannot imagine

the ambrosia within.

This Water is welling up pure and sweet

in a dry desert -- in a husk of an old housewife.

Like at Meribah and Massah,

Water gushing from the Rock.

Drink, brother, drink.

It is gift for us both!

My God, my God,

this Life is so sweet

I cannot even bear it. 

But the skeptic is deaf to thunder,

blind to lightening from the throne of God.

I wear his unhappiness like a disheveled glove

trading tweet for tweet in short Twitter speak.

The Voice is sweet and clear

If only he could hear!

I used to look for Him everywhere.

I wandered many alleys and byways,

absently rambling through English hedgerows,

happily dancing around the stranger's grave,

I played intricate jokes on my friends,

read T. S. Eliot to my mother walking backwards on the beach, 
I hitchhiked in foreign countries.

I did find Him in these pleasures,

but to my surprise, when I completely stopped walking

and stopped talking...

He was waiting within.

Dear skeptic,

will you not hear?

His voice is sweet like nectar from a flower --

such subtle flavor, exotic.

He tastes of everything I ever longed for

like manna from the desert

containing all delight.

And it is here within me --

the Water, the Bread so sweet

I cannot bear it.

Inside my heart

an ocean swells.

Its beauty is indescribable.

I live on a tranquil island in a tropical paradise.

I am never alone.

Everything you ever longed for is right here:

Food for the poor – “meat to eat you know not of;” 
Living Water shared with the woman by the well;

Justice as you have not understood it;
such thirst for justice as you cannot even describe it;

Peace in the heart

where now you ride the stormy waves of anguish.  

We were not raised together.

We are from different families,

but we are related.

I call you brother

and this disturbs you.

You call me a crazy housewife --

useless by anyone’s measure in life.

But I have a little hammer.

And I am patiently tapping those glass walls

entombing your heart.

The hammer’s name is “Prayer.” 

  The climb to Sacré Cœur de Paris*

rises out of the writhing guts of the Red Light District known as “Pig Alley.”

At the top of Montmartre,  

the Beloved’s heart beats for 120 years.

Do not walk away, brother.

Let us go together to defend the Castle of the Sacred Heart!

You have more right to Him than I.

You have more right to His Mercy.

Together, we will cuddle with Jesus crowned by thorns.

We will all be mocked together.

The climb up to the Castle of the Sacred Heart
Montmartre, Paris

Paris night skyline:
Sacré Cœur de Paris at the top of Montmartre
Eiffel Tower on the left. 

(*The Basilica of the Sacred Heart sits on top of the hill in Paris called Montmartre. Around the base of the hill is the famous seedy neighborhood of Pigalle, dubbed “Pig Alley” by American servicemen in World War II. Often simply called Sacré-Cœur, the Basilica has constantly held the Real Presence of Jesus Christ displayed in a huge monstrance since 1885. It is amazing for this and the large number of first class relics of martyrs contained in the Church.) 

Sacré Cœur de Paris by day

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